I have been thinking alot recently and, for the longest time I believed that the best thing to do in life is to be nice to everyone to be happy all the time but that just made me sick and tired and angry…I see now that my soul is not inclined that way I am a creature of balance…Good and bad are just words, they have no resonance with me…I do what is right..based on logic and reason. Not wishes and disillusionment. I am very much changing now…my life is shaping in to what it is…I see now that kindness and happiness all the time is just as destructive as anger and resentment all the time…a balance must be found in the Microcosm before one can be sought in the macrocosm…The darkness and the light must be brought to bear…they must be dragged into the open and sorted out. There is no dishonour in doing a “Bad” thing to help the world, nor is their honour in doing a “Good” thing.
